Someone walked past

my mind in a teal jacket

Was it you

I'm just catching rainbows

with my eyelashes

didn't really see you

I was going for spirals

but found letters

Evil is what's beyond 

our understanding

they told me

The salt of sacred connection

too much of number 6

Too painful to leave it

simple

Just one layer? 

My mind can't quiet itself

One bright petal against

all of emptiness - when

is that enough

Clear thinking is for the brave

There's a man named Rudy. I met him very briefly during work last summer at our Stupa Consecration. He's now back in Crestone from New Mexico. He's also in a relationship drama with me over the fact that I don't want to travel with him. Two things: 1. my family wouldn't even be surprised hearing this story, and 2. I think I want to buy myself a ring.

My Atlantian shoulders

empty of weight 

Soft space, gentle smells

beautiful things

And I can exhale. Relax

I am home