If a fox crosses your path, if a raven crows in the west between noon and 3pm, if you put a pair of red underwear on a chandelier, or eat grapes in it from under the table at midnight, if you work on your nervous system, add weight into the Earth zone of your home, create generosity in your life, meditate, elevate your spending, sniff glue making a vision board or lick markers drawing neurographics, you might not have to work ever again. At least that's the plan.

When expanding

make sure your laughter

isn't of the kind that shoves

you back into yourself

I'm feeling like an old lady babying my nervous system and at the same time like a kid taking things apart and discovering new worlds. I grew up in relationships that were built like the Babyl Tower - adrenaline equaled excitement. Except for a few calm moments I always chose threat & survival as passion & love. But now. Now I know from the deepest caves of my being that calm can be thrilling. Safety can be erotic. Stability can feel intoxicating. I've found a huge space in me that's all pleasure, and now I'm going to decorate it from my own source of seductive, quiet, exciting creation. Maybe I can even contract and expand in the same moment. Let's see what happens.

That killer is cute

I thought

and shook the walls

with laughter

That's all I've ever known -

adrenaline

Time to flip out

into erotic calm

Вышла я с собой на рамсы

разделась

засмеялась

наслаждалась

в лучах, в правде

в моменте

Какое счастье быть

женщиной

Какое счастье - 

быть!

Learning to regulate

And sitting here, post

in pure bliss

in warm sun love

in knowledge that 

I'm made

for pleasure

I feel complete