The best stretches

are at the circus

behind the scenes

But if you don't have

an in, try being

more defenseless 

and more

expressively mad

She's emotional, strange 

and oh-so vulnerable 

She recites poetry, falls

in love and pees random places

pays no attention

But she knows how to fly

I'm giving over the control

the wheel, the panel and 

taking back the view

Who am I

without the memory

of jusai

naked of stories

without believes

Just a passerby

The middle phalanx of

the middle finger of

your woman was the

measurement for a house

build

Now it's someone's standard

you don't even know

These thoughts sit on my face

skewing my divine geometry

The flowers will die

the tea is consumed

snow melts

beauty wastes away

That's why I gather it

with hands, my being

my body. I want it all 

to be here now. My favourite

pause, besides you

There are places on my face 

that take me to ancient ruins

overgrown with jungle 

Black&white ashes, b&w stone

black soil 

the whites of my eyes

The secret to failed relationships

is in the void between what you need 

and what you are being given

So did you learn to recognize

express and shamelessly create 

your own needs by now?

Won't start from a compromise again

I said

And then I saw a wide-brimmed hat on

Figure-A, speaking against me 

like in all the time

Well, finally, I thought, I see you

Thank you for everything, please go

And who is that behind the figuray,

the shadow, the hat? 

Don't worry (with a smile): It's simple

What you want is here, look

Won't push that boulder up the hill

no more - I weighted off

and cried

How erotic to keep some of me

for myself only

How amazing to be safe

not understood

How incredible to be single 

for oneself

and in a relationship

with him 

discovering

I lately long for more 

than I have attention for

The dreams not being

sacrificed first thing

to lists of toing-doing

The me who got the airtime

much of the time

The edges of my paths

I need me! to be not left out

from my own days

The inner undernourished 

me, she is rebelling

Now

Как это приятно -

быть живой

И чувствовать вот это всё -

счастье через кожу, 

желание и радость

прикосновения, и даже грусть

Then the judge looked at the address and said it was too pyramid for a pyramid scheme: 1.98

Откуда берутся мысли?

No matter what you

are doing, going through

There's still life all around

Choose it, hear the signs

Let the Dakini of Truth

come to you

For it's all yours

Your mind affects

your body

Isn't it time

you noticed it?

What if I gift him a chance

to love me

What if I let myself to be

me

Years spent accommodating 

emotions, space, needs of

others 

Explaining, crying, begging 

Today I proudly wear a new 

badge: The Bitch.

There comes a time

when there's nothing more

to say for things are very

obvious

Take the material and play

Who's in your way? Not you

The dinosaur came

and swept all my fallen

emotions off the floor

With his tail. Roomy

Соль и золото

Вот это процесс! 

Алхимия мой души

И подарок впридачу

Invigorating moments 

of excitement

for someone trying something new 

I gift to me as my assignment 

of living every day afresh

(as was inspired by a rose

the morning of a perilune)