I asked: how much fear is necessary for a society to function? I'm observing how small children police each other, but only when there's been an order from above. And even that is a developmental step; eventually those children develop judgment skills. I guess some adults never grow up into the next developmental stage and they need to be told what to do on a daily basis. Is this how humanness has been replaced by morals and then eventually laws? All we have now is authority and fear, and a system that strives to protect people from themselves and even predict events and punishment. Seems ridiculous that grown people need more education than children, but the whole modern psychiatry world has been built just for that reason. 

And that brings me to complaints about AI taking over the world. Let me say this: we've been living comfortably under someone else's oversight for centuries. This isn't anything new, just a different shape. 

Self-governance is sexy, y'all.

Saw a reflection of lightning. Was it real? - I needed to know. Oh, who cares. I'm right in it, I let life happen to me.

A face of intimacy

where I don't curate 

someone's experience 

I just create and let you

choose do what you do

Sometimes the stories that we tell

are decades' old 

One day I thought to ditch them

yet new ones accumulate

like weeds!

But now I have you, and you...

you orientate my creeds

The astronauts are falling

falling & never landing

I can relate. Maybe my homebase

is blissing out, not success

What I have on hand is

exactly where I want to be

And after this moment of 

sighttedness I'm off

dreaming up some more

Born the year

Word was invented

I only now understand

it's imperative to clean out

the contents of one's        head

My sanity has been loosely 

held in place with fake beer

and maybe kittens. Be gentle

Getting to know myself

a daily love affair

without settling

I hope there's a rooster 

in the new neighborhood

Moving day

Desperately, bottomlessly

desiring free time

to waste it, to exploit 

until it begs to be dissolved 

in water, fire and yield

Morning:

I'm exhausted and scared

and can't do this anymore 

Late morning: 

slap the shit out of myself

put music on

life is beautiful. Don't you

fret.

Fear can erase basic

knowledge of things

But the breeze in a plant 

is still here

Amor fati all the questions

yourself

leaves out delegating

most answers

no?

Life experiences

I let them anchor

while yearning for

a sail. Wind is here

and finally off I go

There are things inside my skull 

that gaze avoids, smoothes around 

The things that say, My world's arranged. 

Is that the only way, - today I asked

and set out to make this skull

a pleasant place to live

What would I say

to me who's from the past 

Give it all to me I'll handle it 

And keep doing you, it's not

an accident that it works

Create a black hole

go explore 

End up with new 

constellations 

"Live the questions now."

"Игра - это способ существования в мире не только для людей, но и для феноменов: люди играют со словами, слова играют с людьми, любовь играет в выдумку, выдумка играет в правду." 

Игра меняет форму моих глаз. Айда conatusиться.

My gaze is not just for

observing

It intervenes, decides

creates