Talking

     I am 31 years old. And just now I am realizing that people can't communicate telepathically. My whole life I've been confused and silent. And everyone around me has been upset. Now I know. 

     How did it happen that we've forgotten? How can we relearn? Is anyone else interested? Or are we stuck in this horrible affair for a while longer?

     Now I try to communicate with words, with letters, with sounds; I try my best to reply to e-mails & texts, and outcries. It's a lot of work, a lot of energy ... now I'm tired ... But I'm aware. Somehow it's empowering at times. Sometimes I'm proud of myself ...

     Yet words can only point to the Truth, but will never be the Truth.

Bloody pinky as a means to enlightement

     Ever since I was little, if I hurt myself I get angry. Toes looking for furniture in the dark or coming back to reality & not noticing the cabinet above the head  - and the time stops. Like droplets of water frozen in mid-air, nothing, for a jiffy, exists. And then a huge wave of anger drowns the world. Why?!
     Anger causes pain, it's true - mental, emotional, physical ... Is it the same vice versa? Are the two connected? And what if I could use that pause in time to get elsewhere? Treat it like a door, like a chance ... to enlightenment.