I do my best to accept

and work on my issues

But some days it's easier

to kill him

And so I do

He's died many deaths before

But when a day like this

suddenly rushes in

full of golden light

even in a state of being triggered

I let him live

(As my greatest teacher)

I used to get into the car and think

today, it could be over

just one quick moment

and hell no more

 

Here I am still, now all on my own

I might be tired, can't tell a shoe

from my own needs

but those thoughts are gone

 

Don't let it get to you, you hear

come draw with me

and every morning dance your name

We'll dedicate it all... to life