Catered tea party,

then Blues for the Orient

that spinach cake

a children's book

an empty house

I must have stepped

into someone else's life

just for a day

How fun!

I do my best to accept

and work on my issues

But some days it's easier

to kill him

And so I do

He's died many deaths before

But when a day like this

suddenly rushes in

full of golden light

even in a state of being triggered

I let him live

(As my greatest teacher)