I will see you off

into the darkest

into the deepest

reality that doesn't exist here

A place that's not a place at all

I will take your fire arrows

that you'll send from there

and carefully lay them into

an iron chest

Their lace smoke will

smudge this space

When you're ready

the moon will greet you

the sun will warm you

Your body reborn

your soul awakened

We'll welcome you.

 

19.V.2021

 

Do I choose the view or the sanity?

Jazz or the symphony?

Poetry in which language?

And why do I have to choose...

forbidden photo 18.V.2021 

 

 

As I fall apart a little louder every day

years pour out of me, months of silence

I thank and thank those close to me

for willingly getting covered with the thick

tacky, sappy, fermented pain that's not theirs

and those who come out of nowhere

sharing the warmth of their hearts with me

giving gifts of love I don't remember

I thank you

I thank you.

 

15.V.2021 

 

 

Iberian statues

would have been fun

to discover on the bottom of Siene

painted by Picasso

in summertime

 

11.V.2021

 

I look at people,
but how often I recognize them
as people 

*** 

Today I repent

all my anger, distrust

and annoyance

every passionate moment

of evil

Today I finally felt

oh, god

my energy waste

You must see it as well -

that gold ocean

out of which in one thought

a river can flow -

the precious supply

to be weaved into

Life

of our dreams.

 

10.V.2021