I've asked for this

over and over again

Wanted to do everything

differently

Now that it's here, in my face

I'm the same, same

same...

 

23.V.2021 

 

 

Every conversation

every interaction

is self-discovery

If you're honest enough

 

22.V.2021 

 

 

I take off my robe

Straighten out, stretch

I give up the morning

reluctantly, painfully,

asking it

to leave me something

to be in

It's the bird song.

 

21.V.2021

 

The sea is it

the ocean - a he

Today I pretend they're she

like the water they're made of

And I see how they're all

intimately connected

Half of what I've wanted to become

I already am.

 29.V.2021

 

my Mary mornings

unmarred by thought

hard to let go of

 

20.V.2021