Ok, anger

so you've come

I'm breathing you

I'm watching you

You're hiding behind tears

righteousness

blame, fists, fire in my eyes

in my voice

I see you

and hold you

You're helplessness

You are loss of connection

I embrace you and

sit with you

for you're the one

who ultimately gave me permission

to h̶e̶a̶l̶ feel

 

Went into god's heart today

So much room for dancing

in that black sphere

Then, when it's done

the domain can become anything

Like this green?

 

 

 

Dispose of me

again

I didn't fit your idea

of happiness

 

 

'em two played

I guffawed from funny chakra

and wondered

when didst people

start to wrong each other

 

 

All I know has been learned through the pain of others. It used to dance me into sadness and regret, into self-abuse of guilt. Until gratitude dawned.

I've been wronged a lot; many people took upon themselves bizarre and cruel deeds just to teach me something. They're nothing short of magic.

I'd lived boxed for several years here. Friends and summertime brought me out into the sun. I'm still expanding socially, awkwardly. Don't take it personally. Every one of you is my gratitude song.

Feeling open again, like the first time I flew to these mountains.