Water guns in her purse

rubber gloves (you'd never guess why)

balloons and goggles

gum, bubbles and books

toys for all

She's been missing since 2009

To go through war

completely unhurt

Just to be shot

at home

Can't stand this word 'heal'

Obviosities tripping me

I give in

I'm forever amazed

still

"You got power", - he smiles

I look away

I want to sleep

The guitar plays on

rain beating the lyrics away

There's sheep outside

on the mountain side

and wine in a gourd

I live in dreams

and love by day

when he's away

I'm so good

alone in my illusions

This evening just came to be

even if it's just in my memory

of the future

We're laughing hysterically

reading Jerome Jerome

after putting the kids to bed

So find me

Pieces of heart inside the case 

white paper, a few strings

and all my hipswings of the night

Antique mosaic that never fades