The amount of people

refusing to live without

self-created negative events -

like stars in the sky

I'm unpleasantly surprised

Leave! leave leave

I've left enough

and now it's your turn

I want to live in body

so pure that nothing's

lodged in it no more

He casually says things

that make chocolate pale

in existence 

And I suddenly want

to coalesce into his

expression

Suspended in the moment 

between polar directions 

apart from both kids 

not a breeze 

for I'm stabilized by chocolate

I'm so in love

with men's persistence

in building massive structures

Like canola fields that stretch 

from sun to moon

they're erected in time