Volunteer something

to die today

in you

The last bit

is the hardest to let go

I didn't know I was holding so much in

***

Turns out it was love

I was withholding

"What am I angry for?" -

I asked

"I'd like to be seen

for how much I do 

every day", -

I said, in red

And I went to her

asking to see me

Beautifully she told me

about how I weave and hold

My anger left

I'm here in peace. And love

again

I discovered distrust

in my matrix

What it is, - I asked

guarantee me no pain

bring me only the laughter?

I refuse

Trust is existence itself

Trying hard

leading way astray

searching for nothing

in snowy woods

Steps going up

white arrow at my feet

Everything's back in place

when you know your dream