My desire for you

begins with music

My love, with dance

Dreams-ripened soul

finding being in every moment

melting into pleasure 

I shall be me

Snow changes

under sun waves

I feel for

for others' emotions

Guilty sun

Free me

It's easy to love you

when you love yourself

Easy to be in great company

simple to change the climate

when you love yourself

So do

Gulping pine sap hydrosol 

straight from dropsful air

charges us with electricity

We're all today just grounded humidity

at awe

Don't drink coffee, but have 3 brewing devices. I've always loved to watch the breathing of cezve. Inhaling ceremonies, exhaling recipes of garlic, of cardamom, sticky sugar... The hot sands and musical nights. 

And I brought it out to now make cacao. Sweet, thick, breathing comfort, with a shadow of a thaumaturgist standing behind me.

Falling victim

to hormones, habits

and support

Stealing one's emotions

your time

When in fact 

all I have to do 

is change

It's your turn 

to not fall for this

I am here to trigger you

make you look under the clothes

under the skin

beneath your moods

into your own eyes

Will you stand up

for you

or crumble 

like every one before you

Bring me this smell

in the morning of seasons

when it's hard to exit

the membrane

where I get stuck all the time

I roll under these lines

And in a different place

there are stories hanging on 'em

laundry, music, street lights

Or not a single message in years

Look at them lines

perches of life

things I crop out of photos

Dove out of a dream

for a gulp of needed air

Can't find my way back in

Those lips on hold forever

It was a messy

bloody, wet

precedent to things

that should never

be

said to me

Back to happiness

 Showered with gifts

company & music

How will I go now

just holding a memory

in my hands

The moment I heal

he'll disappear forever

I see I'm not there yet

I'm so busy being happy

They were right

you don't need anything for it

Such a simple thing

drawing morning curtains

Yet such a mystery

such a spell

Years later when I saw that message again: "Let's go for tea." I thought, what a fool! - to myself, because I didn't go then. 

Today I'm asked to go for tea. Am I about not to? Be a fool either way? Or make this into a thing I've never experienced before: a date...?

 Finally

I'm paying more attention

to my capacity to be myself

And I invited my favourite creature

in