Here in my kitchen

jacked up on cacao

is why I stopped making chocolate at home

I remember now



Born to be happy

and to give life

What else can you ask of me

I muse you

bathe in your accomplishments

You love being here 

next to me

losing yourself

finding yourself

We're harmony



Imagine!

All the energy we put

into blame

is used to create

the life we want

 
                                                        art by agnes-cecil

 

I wish you all come home 

to sweet notes

Because admit it

you'll be smiling

That sly cat glance

that lures all

That outlawed walk

Can't seem to spot her wings

The earth falls from underneath

Have you been waiting for this?

Breathe it now

in unison

Unison


*stolen words just for you

Being homesick is fascinating
it's so real
made up of things subtle
don't turn your head - it'll
vanish
Made up of vibrations
trembling of certain words
but not others
voice tones, beats, intonations
It's so taffy, warm and happy
Veiled colours, silhouetted places
Throw myself into the dance
no reason for my smile
Holding so much in my arms
and can't show you any
Shipwrecked
on an island all my own

https://youtu.be/ps4v-K_XpmM

 It works

exists

give it a dance

magic

dedicate all I've got

to it



Ныряй без остатка...

Came to me by day

so visible

Notch here & see

how beautiful

it can be 

when you see yourself

clearly 

and level up

more, more, now

Never be the same

de novo

Water guns in her purse

rubber gloves (you'd never guess why)

balloons and goggles

gum, bubbles and books

toys for all

She's been missing since 2009



To go through war

completely unhurt

Just to be shot

at home


Can't stand this word 'heal'

Obviosities tripping me

I give in

I'm forever amazed

still




"You got power", - he smiles

I look away

I want to sleep

The guitar plays on

rain beating the lyrics away

There's sheep outside

on the mountain side

and wine in a gourd

I live in dreams

and love by day

when he's away

I'm so good

alone in my illusions



This evening just came to be

even if it's just in my memory

of the future

We're laughing hysterically

reading Jerome Jerome

after putting the kids to bed

So find me

Pieces of heart inside the case 

white paper, a few strings

and all my hipswings of the night

Antique mosaic that never fades



I don't feel like wringing out

my night dreams today

These flakes and my body

are in sync

Come have tea



Synthetic aniline green

brilliantly healed 

11 time zones

Marked prisoners

knees, cuts, bellybuttons

the Pussy Riot & most kids

and settled in my cells

Insert nostalgic smile



She starts to tell me about

dripping nectars of pacha mama

and I find myself drifting away

into worlds where people just love

respect and gather

where men don't put their hands together

over dead flesh to remember puffs of ancestors

or praise the sacred masculine

that requires blood to protect the sacred feminine

rising from the ashes of unfairness

In that world we dance and don't think

about happiness and prosperity

and crystals on third eyes that empower

our beings of light and inner wisdom

Yummy goodness of the temple

of goddesses, - she continues

I'm long gone. I need to gather water

from the creek that runs from the mountain

dripping water that saw the moon

into glass, for tea

 There's mafia and then there's mafia to protect you from the mafia. Who came up with that one? Solutions - puzzles to be solved, whether they're wooden, rhetorical, Torquemada, or hacking give me such satisfaction. It's like cracking nuts, like slow-motion nature, like patience I don't possess. Creativity is pure solution of how to let your inner world show up in the eyes of another. I have great respect for different means of solving to achieve just the right desires. And today, I need a hacker to shelter me from the hackers. 




Body has a shape

and it's changeable

The mind is free

yet a prisoner

Can you change yours

expand it, multiply

smile



Dedicated dance to being heard

and heard myself

Then listened till my lips

tickled