Dancing in my headphones

no one knows 

I'm listening to a spoken

interview

No emotion - no event

Make memories

of all messy kinds 

of every beauty shape

You history book, you

Sweat of Inti

tears of the moon

Sensual, powerful

Desired always

So emotional

familiar, unquestioned

Indestructible love

Maybe I should be

writing down all the experiments 

that got me here

What do you think, 

Princess?

Happiness in someone 

else's game

- not much

Create your own

same way you pick out 

tea, chocolate or shoes

Bern might have said

the spine dries up

from not being touched

by loving hands too long 

Others say women need 

forty minutes a day

to keep blooming

Omega three dampens

aggression 

You shouldn't have that tool 

be calm

Guilt is a better scam

you know

A time portal

in every house 

unused 

You still lose memory

of what you came here

to fetch

Going anywhere 

should bring magic 

if you have 

an intention

a willingness to return a changed man

and a gift 

I'm doing you a favour

Heartbreak

comme il faut

Experience

comme il faut

Life goes on

comme il faut

I am Alisa 

and that's what I am

Some might name me

aloof and naïve

not educated enough 

tall and quite cold

beautiful and or mean

But those are

someone else's factory

labels

I love who I am

Just call me Alisa

Got my rxpillsx

trustene and inspiratene 

Time to frolick those highs

A jillion events 

take place every day

Montage them well

in the evening

He comes and sees her

and whispers something in her ear

If you can tell me what that was

you'll know what a woman wants

She plucked the fruit against all rules

without a thought

What did he say to her?

On a ship of fools

can there be

an ostrich?

Can't fit another sentence

into my day

Searching for visual

communication

I found peace in

structural meditation

Allow yourself whatever you need.

Let's play a freeing game

You: 

remember all the love you've given

Now take it back 

Because you see 

you loved not because the other

was so great

rather because you're capable

of loving so very much

And once you've gathered

all of it

give it to you

give it a vector

and watch the world unfold anew