A new toy

bigger taste

more butterflies in my

belly

I have 81 roles to play

as a woman

No time for work

is there

My fridge...

it fits a 10"x5 tall cake

perfectly

Coincidence? Think not

She asked how to spell a word. I realized that whatever my answer might be, she'll spell it that way for months, maybe lifetimes. I suddenly felt myself wearing a huge winter coat of responsibility made of extinct soft morals. And I paused, as we hung in a nano-moment made of the universe. Finally I heard myself say: "M-E-A-O-W".

To be honest

it's not trust 

It's an expectation

that people won't change

their direction 

When they do

it's not betrayal

but just an incapacity

to accept the new

The tongue of thought

leads into the micro

And you forget

there's a whole life

made just for you

Takes seconds

to make a decision

So why do you wait

while losing resources

?

There's 8 billion

That's your extend

there are no boundaries

Hades had a dog name Spot

Don Juan played with it 

Only today we take everything

so seriously

Why not accept

all your parts 

Loose bunny animal

spirit

I absolutely love watching layers unlock. There's always layers to everything, no matter your calling or inner work. A game of staying curious, like walking around the bend on a mountain trail - what's there? - adds to playfulness. I woke up this morning and fell in love with myself, again, anew. Another level unlocked.

Every time my brain

decides to skip a beat

this warped reality

spits out "Warning"

Why?! - is all I muster

as all slipups

play dress up 

in my living room

Having missed the time

of the rising sun

I recreate it 

Inspiration, my karakuri

comes past noon

as needed

Seethrough toes

in the morning sun

Dreamy world, once

I sneeze it away

the game is on

Let me tell you

No amount of experience 

wordly knowledge

wisdom or proper 

thinking

can beat out naïvity

Just look at me

I ask you

doesn't most suffering

come from self-pity?

And are you having sex?

because if not

No Moaning

Made to enjoy 

each moment

so I do

lightly, aggressively

not without humour

I'll do

a very simple thing 

I'm going to

unimagine you

I just got back

from your funeral 

Yes, I made up

that you had died

It was beautiful

And now I feel so free

safe & taken care of

Thank you for gifting me

to me

My gray matter

is your galactic wind

for you're space beyond 

my thoughts

See? I can be civilized

at dinner gatherings

Let me escort you

into the gardens with champagne

My mind is a one-way

escalator

I dance up up it 

it's all party and love

At the top I fall down

But this sea is knee-deep

Ain't it

A desire is but a step

towards yourself

But oh, how full of

pleasure it is

I outstubborn myself

every day

And then I laugh

ay laugh

Delegate that how 

tell me