When did I start ending the days
instead of letting them be
whatever they want

11.VI.2021

 

- I can't get into her head
and it's making me frail
- Listen, man, to know her in detail
all you have to do is to
know yourself
Exhale

6.VI.2021

 

I fall in love
roughly three times each day
You'd think it's a hyperbole
or a fleeting kind of summer breeze
Yet it sweeps in and settles deep in me
for life
Here's the first one of my day:

 

My eyes have been feasting
on Spring moods, feelings, grasses
clouds, shadows
Its whole being
being born out of sleep
awakens in me something
I can't remember but that
which I yearn for while
pulling in the yarn laid behind
lest I stumble upon it
and remember the fractals in the sky
 
     Куинджи


Broke me down
emotionally
physically
And then said,
find the positive
be responsible for your own
happiness