Your eccentric behavior bizzares me

Dismissive, he described me. I was only respecting his work space. Isn't it odd - now I'm on the other side, thinking to myself: I don't read your inner abstraction; unless you want me to. We have different communication styles - I print, he calligraphies. 

Double Third



I scarf down caution stickers,

safety off the floor

Yet my heart is still beating with electricity,

excitement, propelling something into my body

I have felt before

Spontaneity left,

survival settled in

I looked the other way when music played

just like I look away from

...

 

 

Coaster

I felt lexically homeless
when a whale spirited in
He played wind he whistled
Finned through me
There are many many other ways -
he thought to me


 

Dancing through it all,
twirling away
can't stop feeling
for the traps under my foot
And if I find them
I'll grow
And if I don't 
I'll fly
Letting go
Watching myself
trying on a trick
to disappear
Letting go
Making a new habit
of not standing in the way
of the dance

28.VI.2021

Tell me, how did we get here?

I hear gunshots in the dark
ripping echo through the nightdreaming woods
Tearing the lace of life
residue of lead, fear
Smokefall blanket for all of us
Missed heartbeat
My feet sweating tears not in my eyes