Years later when I saw that message again: "Let's go for tea." I thought, what a fool! - to myself, because I didn't go then. 

Today I'm asked to go for tea. Am I about not to? Be a fool either way? Or make this into a thing I've never experienced before: a date...?

 Finally

I'm paying more attention

to my capacity to be myself

And I invited my favourite creature

in

 

I'm so nosey

about how all the people

fit into my days

the thoughts they bring

insights

Sending you love

Letting go and losing

Same result

oh!

how different the process 

Control, control! control...

No matter what I feel

the situation's still the same

So I'll be smiling all today

and tomorrow's tomorrow

Direct consequence

of low self-esteem

poor self-worth

is being surrounded

by dimwitted shorts

with you being in the center

Get upset enough to love 

yourself unlike anyone

has ever

and rid of dumb in all our lives