It was a messy

bloody, wet

precedent to things

that should never

be

said to me

Back to happiness

 Showered with gifts

company & music

How will I go now

just holding a memory

in my hands

The moment I heal

he'll disappear forever

I see I'm not there yet

I'm so busy being happy

They were right

you don't need anything for it

Such a simple thing

drawing morning curtains

Yet such a mystery

such a spell