Debating buying mushrooms

to release them in the woods

while feeding this fall, incoming

Creating a soul for the season

is easier when down and tired

The charm of sadness

allure of change

the wind of smiles, come

In my fantasy world I just met Zach Bush and realized that there was no one I could run to in a frenzy of excitement so we could jump up and down together, screaming smiles. 

So today I'm cultivating new imaginary friends.

When nothing goes right

go within

call it an existential pause

and see what comes

forth

For you're love, of course

On a playground, alone

like many moons ago

My dress undraped

dancing with the sky

Swinging, untouched

My therapy

My billet-doux

You're here

because the world needed you 

to come here

Get all your magic out

for I want it, too