Sometimes something so traumatic happens that you lose all fear of life and death. This new stage I'll call My Adulthood. Calmness becomes so grand that victimhood and judgement are transforming, changing the shape of my eyes.

All the things

that need to be done

are nervously smoking 

watching me live without them

today

I love people enjoying

their summer

Makes me so happy

and whether they enjoy it

or not

doesn't matter 

Is this true knowledge?

Dreams told

if your soul possesses

a jar of pure clean water

everything's possible

When you think 

you finally know yourself

add a comma and say

"In this environment"