I Catherined

many a desire

for I believed they were

misgathered

We don't want happiness

we want aliveness

So let's play

don't like - take emotion out

love something - invest

When your hairs

stand on their beginnings

Let's go drink glühwein 

and observe this beautiful

world 

I have upgraded 

from being a Medium

to Source itself

One-man-controlled

all I could do was breathe

and even that was frowned upon

The other supports in such a way

that what I am allowed to do 

all by myself is ... breathe