I shake & sob for

all the time I spent acquiring

ideals, circumstances & events 

that now compose my grief:

disappointment, anger, hate

While tears pour

I hug this smile:

I allow myself to bliss 

With my nose up

in a cup of chai

(the red, not the kind

that takes my blood

back 20 years) 

I let the dusk colours 

toy with truth & mix

in me. Horizon stripes

lay on mountain sides

in a double-exposure play

of life

My kids' great-grandmother Hanne Strong GG is in need of help. 

Please donate, the amount needed now will mostly likely double. 

Now what

the question that

many feel

in face of crisis

and unpredictable events 

Now what? -

a game of practicing 

loss of control

Is I'm sorry - 

one of the squares?

I've discovered such

incredible

complete pleasure

within myself

that I must retreat

to enjoy. See ya